May 17, 2026
Acts 1.6-14
+ At our Wednesday
evening Eucharist, we celebrate the eve of the Ascension, as we always do at
this time of the year.
And as we
celebrated, we discussed the fact that the Ascension feels kind of
anticlimactic.
It’s always one
of the strangest feasts in the Christian calendar.
It doesn’t
have the emotional clarity of Easter.
It doesn’t
carry the tenderness of Christmas or the fire of Pentecost, which we celebrate next
week.
Instead, it gives us one of those strange
in-between moments that scripture so often lingers on.
Christ has
risen.
The tomb is
empty.
Hell itself
has been harrowed and broken open.
Death is defeated.
And yet the
Church is not quite born.
The Spirit
has not yet descended.
That’s next
Sunday.
For the
moment, Jesus is ascending, disappearing from the sight of the disciples and
they are left standing there staring upward into the sky.
Ascension is
a story about waiting.
And not
graceful waiting, either.
Not peaceful,
contemplative, monastic waiting.
This is
anxious waiting.
Uncertain
waiting.
The kind of
waiting where you don’t know what comes next and you can’t go backward.
The disciples
still don’t understand what kind of kindom Jesus is bringing into the world.
“Lord, is
this the time when you will restore the kingdom to Israel?”
Even now, even
after the resurrection and all they have encountered since then, they are still imagining some sort of political
restoration.
Can we really
blame them?
Isn’t that
what we’re hoping in and anxiously awaiting as well?
Still, they want certainty.
They still
want a timeline.
They still
want God to finally make things neat and tidy.
And Jesus
refuses to give them what they want, as Jesus does.
“It is not
for you to know the times or periods.”
Which is one
of the most frustrating sentences in all of scripture.
Because human
beings desperately want to know the times and periods.
We want
charts.
We want
explanations.
We want. . . certainty.
We want to
know whether history bends upward or downward.
We want
reassurance that our losses actually mean something.
We want
guarantees that justice will come soon enough to actually matter.
We want to
know whether the world is healing or unraveling.
We want to
know whether democracy survives.
We want to
know whether the Church survives.
We want to
know whether our grief will ever loosen its grip on us.
And Christ
gives none of that.
Instead, he
gives them what?
He gives
them. . . .vocation.
A calling
“You will
receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you; and you will be my
witnesses.”
Not priests.
Not deacons.
Not bishops.
Not business
leaders or bankers or politicians.
But witnesses.
There is
something profoundly humble about that word.
A witness is
simply someone who tells the truth about what they have seen.
Nothing more.
Nothing less.
And what have
these disciples seen?
They have
seen death and resurrection.
They have seen
betrayal and forgiveness.
Empire and
mercy colliding head-on.
They have
seen Jesus kneeling to wash feet.
They have
seen him touch lepers and eat with outcasts and forgive his executioners while
hanging from a Roman cross.
They have
seen love refuse to become hatred even while suffering.
That is what
they are sent to bear witness to.
Not
domination.
Not religious
control.
Not
certainty.
Witness.
And then Jesus
leaves them.
He ascends.
I’ve struggled
a bit with this because emotionally it feels like a kind of abandonment.
The disciples
finally begin to understand him and now he is leaving.
Again.
But the
Ascension isn’t about Christ escaping the world.
It’s Christ
filling all things.
The early
Church understood this deeply.
Christ
ascends not to become absent, but to become present even more.
Everywhere.
No longer
confined to one body in one place in Galilee 2,000 years.
But now
present in bread broken and a cup given to all.
Present in
the poor.
Present in
the stranger.
Present in
the gathered community.
Present in
the grief-stricken.
Present in
the homeless
Present in
the wounded body of this world.
And maybe
that is why the angels interrupt the disciples while they are staring upward.
“Why do you
stand looking up toward heaven?”
In other
words: stop looking up.
Don’t spend
your life gazing into abstractions while the living body of Christ waits to be
loved right here in front of you.
Because the
Church has become very skilled at staring upward.
At wringing its
hands and lamenting, and leaving it right there.
We stare
upward into ideology.
We stare into
nostalgia and into the way we used to do things.
Meanwhile
Christ keeps appearing down here.
In hospital
rooms and exhausted caregivers.
In refugees
and lonely neighbors,
In frightened
children and broken people just trying to survive another week.
In broken
political and religious systems that seem to produce more and more injustice in
this world.
The Ascension
calls the Church back down here, to earth.
Not because
heaven is unreal, but because heaven has already begun breaking into this
wounded world.
And then the
author of the book of Acts gives us this beautiful final image.
The disciples
are gathered together in prayer with the women, and with Mary the mother of
Jesus.
Doing what?
Waiting together.
Christianity
is not an individual heroic quest.
The Church is
born in community, in uncertainty, in shared prayer, in the shared meal of the
Eucharist, in mutual dependence.
Before
Pentecost comes this fragile little gathering of frightened people simply
remains together longing enough for God to do something new among them.
And honestly,
that probably is the hardest spiritual discipline of all.
To remain.
To stay with
one another through confusion and disappointment and uncertainty.
To keep
praying when no answer has arrived yet.
To keep
loving the world when everything feels unbearable.
To keep
witnessing to resurrection even when death still appears to rule so much around
us.
The Church
today lives in another in-between moment.
Old
certainties are collapsing.
The old way
of doing things don’t work like they used to.
Many people
stand staring upward, hoping for escape, or for easy answers, or for some final
restoration of a world that no longer exists.
And there’s a
lot of temptation right now to trade witness for control.
To trade
compassion for outrage.
To trade the
Gospel for fear.
But perhaps
the calling remains the same as it was for those first followers.
Not
certainty.
But witness.
To witness to
compassion in a cruel age.
To mercy in a
culture of humiliation.
To human
dignity in a world addicted to disposable people.
To
resurrection in the midst of grief and violence and despair.
And maybe
most importantly---- to wait together without giving up on one another.
Because the Holy
Spirit so often arrives right there—in that fragile gathered community that has
almost lost hope but keeps gathering and praying anyway in the name of the
risen and ascended Christ, who remains more present to us in this world than we
can possibly ever imagine.
Amen.
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