April 27, 2014
John 20.19-31
+ Just last night, I got back from a very enjoyable couple of days
in Minneapolis. I met with a couple I am marrying this summer. And, of course, visiting my friend, Greg, his wife, Lisa and
their daughters.
Poor Greg. I use him quite often here
as an example. Luckily, I know he doesn’t
read these sermons on my blog. But no fear: I’ve been honest with him that I
actually use him in my sermons as my “token atheist.”
Well, this past week end, I realized something
about Greg’s atheism. I think his atheism is so much more solid and set, than
my faith in God. By that I mean: I don’t think he has ever doubted his atheism.
I don’t think there has been a moment in his adult life when he may have
thought: You know, there actually might be a God.
I wish I could have a faith like Greg’s
atheism. I wish my faith was not pocked and spotted with doubt. But, to be brutally
honest, it is sometimes.
I do doubt sometimes. We all do. Yes,
we struggle with these issues of belief in our lives.
Let’s face it, we don’t get the
opportunities that Thomas had in this morning’s Gospel. Doubting Thomas, as
we’ve come to know him, refused to believe that Jesus was resurrected until he
had put his fingers in the wounds of Jesus.
To be fair, I’d be the same way. If
someone I knew and cared died and suddenly everyone is telling me that person
is now actually alive, I would doubt that. And if I knew that person had died
and was now standing in front of me, I would still be skeptical. Skeptical of
my sanity, if nothing else.
So, it wasn’t enough that Jesus
actually appeared to Thomas in the flesh—Jesus, was no ghost after all. He stood there in the flesh—wounds and all. Only when Thomas had placed his finger in the wounds, would he
believe. That’s wonderful for Thomas.
But, the fact is, for the rest of us,
we don’t get it so easy. Jesus is
probably not going to appear before us—in the flesh. At least, not on this side of the Veil—not while
we are still alive. And we are not going to have the opportunity to touch the
wounds of Jesus.
Now, I know this might sound a bit simplistic, but doubt is
actually somewhat easy. It’s easy to doubt. But faith, now that’s something. It’s
not easy to have faith.
I don’t have to tell anyone here this morning about faith. We all know how hard it really is. It takes work and discipline. More likely than not, we can all think of at least one or two things we’d rather be doing this Sunday morning than being in church. We made a choice to come here this morning, and worship a God we cannot see, not touch.
A strong relationship with God takes
work—just as any other relationship in our life takes work. It takes discipline. It takes concentrated
effort. Being a believer in God does not just involve being nice on occasion
and smiling. It means living one’s life
fully and completely as a believer.
And being a Christian is even more
refined than just a believer in God. As
Christians we are committed to follow Jesus. And more than just that, we are also called
essentially to be the Presence of Christ in this world. It means being a reflection of Christ’s love
and goodness in the world.
The key words here are “love” and
“goodness.” More often than not, I will be asked: So what does one have to do
to be a Christian? And I always say: “Jesus
said, Love God and love others as you love yourself.” And the response to that is usually, “Well,
that sounds easy enough.”
The fact is, it isn’t that easy. It isn’t easy at all. Loving God and loving our neighbor as
ourselves isn’t easy at all. Loving a
God who is not visible—who is not standing before us, in flesh and blood, is
not easy. And I’m sure I don’t have to tell anyone here this morning: loving others—those
people who share our world with us—as ourselves, is not easy by any means.
To love those people who bug us and irritate us and are abusive to
us is hard. It is REALLY hard. It takes
constant work to love. It takes constant
discipline to love as Jesus loved. It
takes constant work to love ourselves—and most of us don’t love ourselves—and
it takes constant work to love others.
But look at the benefits. Look at what our world would be like if
we loved God, if we loved ourselves and loved others as ourselves. It was be ideal. It would be exactly what Jesus told us it
would be like.
But to do this—to bring this about—to love God, to love ourselves,
to love each other, is hard work. Some
would say it’s impossible work. Certainly,
it seems overwhelming.
Blessed are we who believe but don’t see now. The Kingdom
of Heaven is truly ours.