April 14, 2019
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I know. I say this to you every Palm Sunday. But I’m going to say it again.
Save
your palms.
Keep
them.
Fold
them up , display them in your homes.
Keep
them throughout this year.
Let
them dry out.
Because
next February (which I know seems like ages away), I will ask you to bring them
back to church. Because these palms that are so young, and green and fresh this
morning, in February will be burned and made into the ashes for Ash Wednesday.
See,
the cycle of our liturgical year. It’s
interesting to ponder them in such a way. There is a strange kind of cycle
here.
These
palms represent us, in many ways. In
fact, everything that is about to happen this coming week, speaks to us on a
very personal level.
As
we approach this Holy Week, we need to keep in mind a very important reality. What
is about to happen in Holy Week is about us, as much as it about Jesus.
Now,
I’m not talking about this all in some abstract way. I mean it, when I say,
this is our story too. Let’s face it:
we’ve been here. Our liturgy today—this service we have this morning—begins on
a high note.
Jesus
enters in a hail of praises. The crowds acclaim him. It is a wonderful and
glorious moment as Jesus enters Jerusalem, praised by everyone.
But
everything turns quickly. What begins on a high note, ends on a lowest note
possible.
The
crowds quickly turn against him. He is betrayed, whipped, condemned.
And
although we hopefully have not physically experienced this things, most of us,
have been here at least emotionally. We have known these highs and lows in our
own lives. We have known the high notes—those glorious, happy moments that we
prayed would never end. And we have known the low notes—when we thought nothing
could be worse. And sometimes these
highs and lows have happened to us as quickly as they did for Jesus.
Unless
we make personal what is happening to Jesus in our Gospel reading this morning
and throughout this coming week, it remains a story completely removed from our
own lives.
As
we hear this reading, we do relate to Jesus in his suffering and death. How can
we not? When we hear this Gospel—this
very disturbing reading—how can we not feel what he felt? How can we sit here passively and not react in
some way to this violence done to him? How can we sit here and not feel, in
some small way, the betrayal, the pain, the suffering?
After
all, none of us in this church this morning, has been able to get to this point
in our lives unscathed in some way. We all carry our own passions—our own
crucifixions—with us. We have all known
betrayal in our lives as times. We have all known what it feels like to be
alone—to feel as though there is no one to comfort us. Whenever we feel these
things, we are sharing in the story of Jesus. We are bearing, in our very
selves, the very wounds of Jesus—the bruises, the whip marks, the nails.
And
when we suffer in any way in this life, and we all have, we have cried out,
“where are you, God?” That is what this story of Jesus shows us very clearly.
Where
is God when we suffer? Where is God when it seems as though everyone has turned
from us, and abandoned us? Where is God in our agony?
Where
is God?
The
death of Jesus shows us where God is in those moments. Where is God? God is right here, suffering
with us in those moments.
How
do we know this? Because we see it clearly and acutely in this story of Jesus.
As
I said, the Gospel story we heard this morning is our story.
For
those of us who carry wounds with us, we are the ones carrying the wounds of Jesus
in our bodies and in our souls as well. Every time we hear the story of Jesus’
torture and death and can relate to it, every time we can hear that story and
feel what Jesus felt because we too have been maligned, betrayed, insulted,
spat upon, then we too are sharing in the story. Every time we are turned away
and betrayed, every time we are deceived, and every time we feel real, deep,
spiritual pain, we are sharing in Jesus’ passion.
When
we can feel the wounds we carry around with us begin to bleed again when we
hear the story of Jesus’ death, this story becomes our story too.
But…and
this is very important BUT, there’s something wonderful and incredible about
all of this as well. The greatest part
about sharing in this story of Jesus is that we get to share in the whole story.
Look
what awaits us next Sunday. These sufferings we hear about today and in our own
lives, are ultimately temporary.
But
what we celebrate next Sunday is forever—it is unending. Easter morning awaits us all—that day in which
we will rise from the ashes of this life—the ashes of Ash Wednesday, the ashes
of these palms we wave this morning, and live anew in that unending dawn.
Next
Sunday reminds us is that, no matter how painful our sufferings have been, no
matter how deep our wounds are, God, who has suffered with us, will always
raise us from this pain of ours, just as God raised Jesus from his tomb.
God
will dry all our tears.
All
our pains will be healed in the glorious light of Easter morning.
This is our hope.
This
is what we are striving toward in case we might forget that fact.
Our
own Easter morning awaits us, as well.
So,
as difficult as it might be to hear this morning’s Gospel, as hard as it is to
relive our pains and sufferings as we experience the pains and sufferings of
Jesus, just remember that in the darkness of Good Friday, the dawn of Easter
morning is about to break. With it, the wounds disappear.
The
pains and the sufferings are forgotten.
The
tears are dried for good.
The
grave will lie empty behind us.
And
before us lies life. Unending, pain-free life. Before us lies a life triumphant and glorious
in ways we can only—here and now—just barely begin to comprehend.
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