Matthew 26.14-27.66
+ Here we are this morning at the
beginning of Holy Week. Every year, without fail, I begin this week with a big
mix of emotions. Certainly, this week is the apex of the entire Church Year. Everything
seems to lead either to this week or away from it. But, on a much more personal level, I gotta
say:
I actually dread Holy Week.
Now, I know probably your first
reaction to my saying that is that you think I am dreading all the extra liturgies
and services of this coming week. Actually, no. I don’t dread that at all. After
all, I’m a church nerd. I like doing church liturgies and, frankly, doing the
work I was hired to do. So much so, that I often forget about other people.
Our Senior Warden Cathy McMullen this
past week very gently reminded me that maybe having all the services we had
scheduled for this week might be a “bit much.” I was oblivious to that fact. But,
yes, I realized: maybe it was. Certainly for our poor organist James. And for our altar guild, and for many of
you. Which is why we are not doing
Wednesday night Mass this week.
But I don’t dread Holy Week for any of
those reasons. I dread this coming week
for one big reason: I dread the emotional aspects of this coming week. I think
the biggest toll of this coming week on me is the emotional toll.
How can it not, after all? We, as
followers of Jesus, as people who love Jesus and balance our lives on his life
and teachings and guidance, are emotionally tied to this man. This Jesus is not
just some mythical character to us. He
is a friend, a mentor, a very vital and essential part—no, he the very center
of our lives as Christians. He is our God. So, to have to go through the
emotional rollercoaster of this coming week is hard on us.
And today, we get the whole emotional rollercoaster
in our liturgy and in our two Gospel readings. Here we find a microcosm of the roller coaster
ride of what is to come this week. What
begins this morning as joyful ends with jeers and bleakness. The Jesus who
enters Jerusalem is the Jesus who has done some incredible things in the past
few weeks, at least in the very long Gospel readings we’ve been hearing over
the last few weeks.
Three weeks ago, he turned the
Samaritan woman’s life around. Two weeks
ago, he gave sight to a man born blind. Last
week, he raised his friend Lazarus from the dead. This day even begin with us,
his followers, singing our praises to Jesus, waving palm branches in victory. He is, at the beginning of this week, popular
and accepted. For this moment, everyone
seems to love him.
But this procession of his is different
than the normal procession of a monarch.
The great theologian Marcus Borg (who, I just found out this week, lived
as a teenager in that trailer park on Main Avenue in Moorhead back in the
1950s): wrote this:
“[Pontius] Pilate’s procession
embodied the powers, the glory, and violence of an empire that ruled the world.
Jesus’ procession embodied an alternative version procession and alternative
journey…an anti-imperial and non-violent procession.”
Such a procession, as wonderful as it
seems, is, however, dangerous. Such an
anti-imperial, non-violent procession is a threat. And as a result…within moments, a darkness
falls. It all turns and goes horribly wrong. What
begin with rays of sunshine, ends in gathering dark storm clouds. Those joyful, exuberant shouts turn into cries
of anger and accusation. Those who
welcomed Jesus into Jerusalem have fled. They have simply disappeared from sight. And in their place an angry crowd shouts and
demands the death of Jesus. Even his followers, those who almost arrogantly
proclaimed themselves followers of Jesus, have disappeared. Their arrogance has turned to embarrassment
and shame. Even the Samaritan woman,
whose life he turned around, the man born blind, and his friend Lazarus have
disappeared and are nowhere in sight.
Jesus, whom we encounter at the
beginning of this liturgy this morning surrounded by crowds of cheering, joyful
people, is by the end of it, alone, abandoned, deserted—shunned. Everyone he considered a friend—everyone he
would have trusted—has left him. And in
his aloneness, he knows how they feel about him. He knows that he is an embarrassment to them. He knows that, in their eyes, he is a failure.
Throughout this coming Holy Week, the
emotional roller coaster ride will get more intense. On Maundy Thursday the celebratory meal of
Passover will turn into a dark and lonely night of betrayal. Jesus will descend to his lowest emotional point
after he washes the feet of his disciples and heads out into the garden of
Gethsemane.
Friday will be a day of more betrayal,
of torture and of an agonizing violent death in the burning hot sun.
Saturday morning, while his body lies
in the tomb, he descends to the depths of hell and from there will be lead
those who went before into the depths. Not even the depths of hell are more
powerful than he. Saturday will be a day
of keeping watch at the grave that would, under normal circumstances, be
quickly forgotten.
Through our liturgies, we are able to
walk with Jesus on this painful journey and to experience the emotional ups and
downs of all that will happen.
And next Saturday evening and Sunday
morning , the roller coaster will again be at its most intense, its greatest
moment. Next Sunday at this time, we
will be rejoicing. Next Sunday, we will
be rejoicing with all the choirs of angels and archangels who sing their
unending hymns of praise to him. We will
be rejoicing in the fact that all the humiliation experienced this week has
turned to joy, all desertion has turned to rewarding and wonderful friendship,
all sadness to gladness, and death—horrible, ugly death—will be turned to full,
complete and unending joy.
Marcus Borg finished that quote we
heard earlier in this way:
“Which journey are we on? Which
procession are we in?”
Are we on Pilate’s journey? Are we the
crowd, are we the religious leaders who call for Jesus’ death because he doesn’t
meet our personal needs?
Let us join Jesus’ procession, as uncomfortable
and frightening as it might be at times. As we journey through the dark half of our
liturgy today, as we trek alongside Jesus during this Holy Week of betrayal,
torture and death, let us keep our eyes focused on the Light that is about to
dawn in the darkness of our lives. Let
us move forward toward that Light. Even
though there might be sadness on our faces now, let the joy in our hearts
prompt us forward along the path we dread to take. And, next week at this time, when we gather
here again, we will do so basking in the Christ’s incredible Light—a Light that
triumphs over the darkness of not only his death, but ours as well.
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