March 3, 2024
Exodus 20.1-17; John 2.13-22
+ A week ago
last Thursday I gave a reading at Concordia.
Many of you
were there.
It was a great
evening.
I was
impressed by the turn-out
But I was
celebrating my new book of poems, Salt, a book of poems about my mother’s
death.
And one of the
poems I read that evening was a poem called “Maniturgium”
What is that,
you’re probably asking?
Well, it comes from the Latin words Mani or hand and turgium, which means towel.
So, it’s a
hand towel.
But in this
case it’s more than that.
In the Roman
Catholic and in the Anglo-Catholic tradition of Anglicanism, when a priest is
ordained, their hands are anointed with chrism by the Bishop.
Chrism is that
special oil consecrated by a Bishop, smelling of nard.
As they are
anointed, the Bishop prays this prayer:
Grant, O Lord,
to consecrate and sanctify these hands by this unction, and by our blessing;
that whatsoever they may bless may be blessed, and whatsoever they consecrate
shall be consecrated and sanctified in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.
The
maniturgium is them wrapped around the chrism-covered hands to wipe them.
Well, my maniturgium was nothing fancy.
It was simply
an old corporal—a white altar cloth—that was about to burned.
And my hands
actually weren’t anointed at my priestly ordination twenty years ago in June.
They were
anointed a few years later.
The reason
they weren’t anointed at the ordination was because, when I asked, the clergy
in charge of my ordination raised a bit of protest (I also wanted allowed to
prostrate before the Bishop during the Litany, or to be vested with a chasuble,
or to be handed the chalice that I was given as a gift—which we are using today
by the way, all of which refused) .
Later, when I
was telling this story, on a whim, they were anointed by a bishop with just me
and a few friends.
And the old
corporal that was being discarded and burned was rescued to wrap my hands after
the anointing.
Later, I
presented this cloth to my mother, which is the tradition.
Because the
tradition is that the priest is then to present the maniturgium to their mother.
The maniturgium is then usually buried in
the hands of the mother of a priest when she dies.
Why? You may
ask.
Well, the
tradition states that when the mother of a priest comes before Jesus, he will
as her, “I have given you life. What have you given me?”
(Really terrible
theology there, but…)
And the mother
is to reply, “I have given you my child as a priest” and then hands him the maniturgium.
At this, the
story goes, Jesus grants her entrance into heaven.
(Again, et’s
not even begin to unpack some of the really bad theology behind all of that!)
But it’s a
great story.
And it is one
my mother really loved!
(I think she
liked the guarantee to get into heaven)
Let me tell
you: there was no one prouder to have a child for a priest than my mother.
So, you can
imagine why I was a bit upset when, after my mother’s death, I could have that maniturgium there for her when she was
cremated.
I searched
through her dresser and her closet looking for it.
I then
concluded that at some point, maybe she had just accidentally thrown it out.
Which would
have been fine.
So, I shrugged
it off and just let it go (though I do admit I really had hoped it would’ve
been in her hands when she was cremated)
Well, six
years ago today, I happened to open her cedar chest, and guess what?
There it was,
right on the top, neatly folded, still stained with chrism, still smelling of
nard (and cedar).
So, I ended up
placing it in her urn before I sealed it and buried it in May of that year.
I also have to
believe that that poor corporal really did not want to get burned!
So, what’s the
point of this whole story?
Well, it’s
this: cleaning out the clutter is a good thing.
A really good
thing.
Sometimes you
have to clean things out to find things that really matter.
Because if I
held off, I might not have found it until after we buried her ashes.
I think this
story is good for us during Lent.
Lent, as you
have heard me say over and over again, is a time for us to sort of quiet
ourselves.
But it is also
a time to get rid of whatever clutter we might have knocking around inside us
or in our lives.
Clutter is
that stuff in our lives—and “stuff” is the prefect word for it—that just piles
up.
If you’re
anything like me, we sometimes start ignoring our clutter.
We sort of do
that too with our own spiritual clutter.
We don’t give
it a second thought, even when we’re tripping over it and stumbling on it.
In fact, often
we don’t fully realize how much clutter we have until after we’ve disposed of
it.
When we see
that clean, orderly room, we realize only then how clutter sort of made us lose
our appreciation for the beauty of the room itself.
In Lent, what
we dispose of is the clutter of our spiritual lives.
And we all
have spiritual clutter.
We have those
things that “get in the way.”
We have our
bad habits.
We have those
things that we do without even thinking we’re doing them.
Things like
backbiting, or being passive aggressive or letting our depression and anxiety
get out of control, or eating like crap, or overeating, or not exercising.
And
oftentimes, they’re not good for us—or at least they don’t enhance our
spiritual lives.
Often the
clutter in our spiritual lives gets in the way of our prayer life, our
spiritual discipline, our all-important relationship with God.
The clutter in
our spiritual life truly becomes something we find ourselves “tripping” over.
The clutter in
our spiritual life causes us to stumble occasionally.
And when it
does, we find our spiritual life less than what it should be.
Sometimes it’s
just “off.”
During Lent,
it is an important time to take a look around us.
It is
important to actually see the spiritual clutter in our lives and to clear it
away in whatever ways we can.
In our Gospel
reading for today, we find Jesus going into the temple and clearing out the
clutter there.
He sweeps the
Temple clean, because he knows that the clutter of the merchants who have
settled there are not enhancing the beauty of the Temple.
They are not
helping people in their relationship with God.
Rather, these
merchants are there for no spiritual reasons at all, ultimately.
They are there
for their own gain and for nothing else.
In a sense, we
need to, like Jesus, clean out the “merchants” in our lives as well.
We need to
have the Temple of our bodies cleaned occasionally.
We need to
sweep it clean and, in doing so, we will find our spirituality a little more
finely tuned.
We will find
our prayer life a more fulfilling.
We will find
our time at Eucharist more meaningful.
We will find
our engaging of Scripture to be more edifying.
We will find
our service to others to be a bit more selfless and purposeful than it was
before.
We will see
things with a clearer spiritual eye—which we need.
It is a matter
of simplifying our spiritual lives.
It is matter
of recognizing that in our relationship with God and one another, we don’t need
the clutter—we don’t need those things that get in the way.
We don’t need
anything to complicate our spiritual lives.
There are
enough obstacles out there.
There will
always be enough “stuff” falling into our pathways, enough ”things” for us to
stumble over.
Without the
clutter in our lives, it IS easier to keep our spiritual lives clean.
Without the
clutter in our life, we find things are just…simpler.
In our Gospel
reading for today, we also find that the Temple Jesus is cleaning out and
cleansing serves its purpose for now, but even it will be replaced with
something more perfect and something, ultimately, more simple.
In a sense,
our own bodies become temples of this living God because of what Jesus did.
Our bodies
also become the dwelling places of that one, living God.
We become the
Temples of the living God.
Which brings
us back to Lent.
In this season
of Lent, we become mindful of this simple fact.
Our bodies are
the temples of that One, living God.
God dwells
within us much as God dwelt in the Temple.
Because God
dwells in us, we have this holiness inherent within us.
We are holy.
Each of us.
Because of
this Presence within us, we find ourselves wanting to cleanse the temple.
We find
ourselves examining ourselves, looking closely at the things over which we trip
and stumble.
We find
ourselves realizing that the clutter of our lives really does distract us from
remembering that God dwells with us and within us.
And when we
realize that, we really do want to work on ourselves.
We work at
trying to simplify our lives—our actual, day-to-day lives, as well as our
spiritual lives.
We want to
actually spend time in prayer, in allowing that living God to dwell fully
within us and to enlighten us.
We
fast—emptying our bodies and purifying ourselves.
We recognize
the wrongs we have done to ourselves and to others.
We realize
that we have allowed this clutter to build up.
We avoid being
overly anxious, we fight our depression we seek help. We become aware of our
passive aggressiveness or our need to control everything. We work hard to not
feel sorry for ourselves. We exercise, and are careful about what we eat.
We realize we
have not loved God or our neighbors.
Or even
ourselves.
Or we have
loved ourselves too much, and not God and our neighbors enough.
Once we have
eliminated the spiritual clutter of our lives, we do truly find our God
dwelling with us.
We find
ourselves worshipping in that Body that cannot be cluttered.
We find a
certain simplicity and beauty in our lives that comes only through spiritual
discipline.
So, as we
continue our journey through Lent, let us, like Jesus, take up the cords and go
through the temple of our own selves.
Let us, like
him, clear away the clutter of our lives.
Let us cleanse
the temple of our own self and make it like the Temple worthy of God.
And when that
happens, we will find ourselves proclaiming, with Psalm 69, “Zeal for your
house will consume me.”
For it will.
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