April 15, 2022
+ Way back in 2019, when we got our beautiful
new altar, when it was consecrated by Bishop Carol Gallagher, part of the consecration
rite included pouring chrism over the top of it.
Chrism is the specially consecrated oil that
is consecrated by a bishop, and is used for anointing.
Christ is even more special because it
contains nard.
Nard is a very fragrant oil that is added to
the olive oil of chrism.
And nard is also the oil that Mary the sister
of Martha and Lazarus, anointed the feet of Jesus with just before his
crucifixion.
Nard is what the body of Jesus would’ve been
anointed with when it was placed in the tomb.
And nard is used to consecrate an altar,
because the altar is a representation of the tomb of Jesus.
Our altar here is a representation of the
tomb of Jesus.
And that smell you smell today is nard, form
chrism.
Last night, following our Maundy Thursday
Mass, after the altar was stripped of its paraments, after it was stripped of
the fair linen (which represents the burial shroud of Jesus), I poured chrism
once again on the top of the altar and worked it in to the wood.
A few months ago, I purchased the beautiful
cloth you see in glass before the altar.
It is called an epitaphios in the Greek
Orthodox Church and a Plaschanitsa (plas-cha-neet-sa)
in the Russian Orthodox Church, and in the Eastern Orthodox
Church it represents the shroud in which Jesus is wrapped following his death
on the cross.
As most of you know, I have a very deep love
for the Eastern Orthodox Church.
I collect ikons and Orthodox religious art.
And the Epiptaphois has become one of my
prized possessions.
And my love for the Eastern Orthodox Church
has been especially painful due to the invasion of one Orthodox country—Russia—of
another orthodox country—Ukraine.
This year the epiptaphios takes on a deeper
meaning that past years in light of the war…no, let’s call it by what it really
is, the attempted genocide—that is currently happening in Ukraine.
In a short while, there will be an
opportunity for you to come forward, to venerate the cross of Christ—this cross
that my father made that last Good Friday before he died (ironically he died on
the Feast of the Holy Cross in 2010).
Later you will be invited to come forward for
Holy Communion.
When you do, you will be able to see the
epitaphios in more detail.
Look at it.
See it for what it represents.
In it we see the broken body of Jesus.
Pay special attention to the brokenness of
Jesus’ body.
The one word is what hangs in the air right
now like the smell of nard from the chrism anointed into eh wood of this altar.
Brokenness.
In many ways, that is what this day is all
about.
Brokenness.
The Jesus we encounter today is slowly,
deliberately being broken.
This moment we are experiencing right now is
a moment of brokenness.
Brokenness, in the shadow of the cross, the
nails, the thorns.
Broken by the whips.
Broken under the weight of the Cross.
Broken by his friends, his loved ones.
Broken by the thugs and the soldiers and all
those who turned away from him and betrayed him.
In this dark moment, our own brokenness
seems more profound, more real, as well.
We can feel this brokenness now in a way we
never have before.
Our brokenness is shown back to us like the
reflection in a dark mirror as we look upon that broken Body on the cross.
We have all wondered at
times in our lives if God, who once was such a source of joy and gladness to
us, had turned away from us.
We have all known what
the anguish of losing someone love feels like, whether we lost that person to
death, or to a change of feelings, or simply due to desertion.
Some of us have known
that fear that comes when we are faced with our mortality in the face of
illness, and we think there will never be a time when we will never be well
again.
This dark place is a
terrible place to be.
But as Bishop Charles
Stevenson once wrote:
“To receive the light,
we must accept the darkness. We must go into the tomb of all that haunts us,
even the loss of faith itself, to discover a truth older than death.”
Yes, we have known brokenness in our
lives.
We have known those moments of loss and
abandonment.
We have known those moments in which we have
been betrayed.
We have known those moments when we have lost
someone we have cared for so much, either through death or a broken
relationship.
We have known those moments of darkness in
which we cannot even imagine the light.
But, for as followers of Jesus, we know there
is light.
Even today, we know it is there, just beyond
our grasp.
We know that what seems like a bleak, black
moment will be replaced by the blinding Light of the Resurrection.
What seems like a moment of unrelenting
despair will soon be replaced by an unleashing of unrestrained joy.
This present despair will be turned completely around.
This present darkness will be vanquished.
This present pain will be replaced with a
comfort that brings about peace.
This present brokenness will be healed fully
and completely, leaving not even a scar.
In a short time (though it might not seem
like it) our brokenness will be made whole.
And will know there is no real defeat,
ultimately.
Ultimately there will be victory.
Victory over everything we are feeling
sadness over at this moment.
Victory over the pain, and brokenness, and
loss, and death we are commemorating
This is what today is about.
This is what our journey in following Jesus
brings to us.
All we need to do is go where the journey
leads us.
All we need to do is follow Jesus, yes, even
through this broken moment.
Because if we do, we will, like him, be
raised by God out of this broken place.
The God in whom we, like Jesus, trust, will
reach out to us, even here, in this place, on this bleak day, and will raise us
up.
Following Jesus, means following him, even to
this place.
But, we, who have trusted in him, will soon
realize this is, most definitely, not the end of the story.
Not by any means.
We will, in a short time know, that, in our following of him, we will know
joy—even a joy that, for this moment, seems far off.
I close today with the words from a beautiful
hymn that is used on Good Friday in the Eastern Orthodox Church.
Come,
let us see our Life lying in the tomb, that He [Jesus] may give life to those
that in their tombs lie dead. Come, let us look today on the Son of Judah as He
sleeps, and with the prophet let us cry aloud to Him: You have lain down, You
have slept as a lion; who shall awaken You, O King? But of Your own free
will You rise up, who willingly gave Yourself
for us. O Lord, glory to You.
Today
a tomb holds Him who represents for us the One who holds the creation in the
hollow of His hand; a stone covers Him who represents for us the One who covered
the heavens with glory. Life sleeps and hell trembles, and Adam is set free
from his bonds. Glory to Your dispensation, whereby You have accomplished all
things, granting us an eternal Sabbath, Your most holy Resurrection from the
dead.
(Hymns
of the Ainoi)
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