April 5, 2020
Matthew 26.14-27.66
+ Here we
are this morning at the beginning of Holy Week. And let me tell you, this is
the weirdest Holy Week I’ve ever experienced.
Usually, without
fail, I begin this week with a big mix of emotions. But this year…I don’t even
know what I’m feeling.
This
strange year.
This
bizarre and unprecedented Lent.
Certainly,
this week is the apex of the entire Church Year. Everything seems to lead
either to this week or away from it.
But, I
don’t even know what to say about this Holy Week. The fact that we are not all
gathered together here this morning and that we won’t be gathering this week,
just makes it all so…different…so unreal.
Of
course, we will do the best we can this week.
We will celebrate our liturgies as we always do, though they will be
pared down considerably. We will observe the last events of Jesus’ last earthly
moments before his crucifixion, as we always do, though we will be doing
through social media together.
That’s
all the surface “things.”
This coming
week will be a hard one because the virus will possibly intensify this week. This
coming week will be hard because more people will get sick, and more people
will die. This coming week will be hard
because the quarantine is taking a toll on all of us. We can only socially
isolate ourselves for so long before we start feeling its deep effects.
And to
top it all that off, for us who are Christians, we must also walk with Jesus on
a journey none of really want to walk with him on, especially not now. Not
right now.
We, as
followers of Jesus, as people who love Jesus and balance our lives on his life
and teachings and guidance, are emotionally tied to this man, after all.
This
Jesus is not just some mythical character to us. He is a friend, a mentor, a very vital and
essential part—no, he the very center of our lives as Christians. He is our Savior.
He is our tie to God, our connection with the God who loves us. So, to
have to go through the emotional rollercoaster of this coming week in which we
have to see him betrayed and murdered is hard on us.
And today, we get the whole emotional rollercoaster
in our liturgy and in our two Gospel readings. Here we find a microcosm of the roller coaster
ride of what is to come this week.
What
begins this morning as joyful ends with jeers and bleakness.
The Jesus
who enters Jerusalem is the Jesus who has done some incredible things in the
past few weeks, at least in the very long Gospel readings we’ve been hearing
over the last few weeks.
Three
weeks ago, he turned the Samaritan woman’s life around.
Two weeks
ago, he gave sight to a man born blind.
Last
week, he raised his friend Lazarus from the dead.
This day
even begins with us, his followers, singing our praises to Jesus, waving palm
branches in victory. He is, at the
beginning of this week, popular and accepted. For this moment, everyone seems to love him.
But this procession of his is different than the normal procession of a
monarch.
The great
theologian Marcus Borg wrote this:
“[Pontius]
Pilate’s procession embodied the powers, the glory, and violence of an empire
that ruled the world. Jesus’ procession embodied an alternative version procession
and alternative journey...an anti-imperial and non-violent procession.”
Such a
procession, as wonderful as it seems, is, however, dangerous. Such an anti-imperial, non-violent procession
is a threat.
And as a
result…within moments, a darkness falls. It all turns and goes horribly wrong. What
begin with rays of sunshine, ends in gathering dark storm clouds. Those joyful, exuberant shouts turn into cries
of anger and accusation. Those who
welcomed Jesus into Jerusalem have fled. They have simply disappeared from sight. And in their place an angry crowd shouts and
demands the death of Jesus.
Even his
followers, those who almost arrogantly proclaimed themselves followers of
Jesus, have disappeared. Their arrogance
has turned to embarrassment and shame. Even
the Samaritan woman, whose life he turned around, the man born blind, and his
friend Lazarus have disappeared and are nowhere in sight.
Jesus,
whom we encounter at the beginning of this liturgy this morning surrounded by
crowds of cheering, joyful people, is by the end of it, alone, abandoned,
deserted—shunned. Everyone he considered
a friend—everyone he would have trusted—has left him. And in his aloneness, he knows how they feel
about him. He knows that he is an embarrassment to them. He knows that, in
their eyes, he is a failure.
Throughout
this coming Holy Week, the emotional roller coaster ride will get more intense.
On Maundy
Thursday the celebratory meal of Passover will turn into a dark and lonely
night of betrayal. Jesus will descend to
his lowest emotional point after he washes the feet of his disciples and heads
out into the garden of Gethsemane.
Friday
will be a day of more betrayal, of torture and of an agonizing violent death in
the burning hot sun.
Saturday morning,
while his body lies in the tomb, he descends to the depths of hell and from
there will be lead those who went before into the depths. Not even the depths
of hell are more powerful than he. Saturday
will be a day of keeping watch at the grave that would, under normal
circumstances, be quickly forgotten.
Through
our online liturgies, we are able to walk with Jesus on this painful journey
and to experience the emotional ups and downs of all that will happen.
And next Sunday
morning , the roller coaster will again be at its most intense, its greatest
moment. Next Sunday at this time, we
will be rejoicing, though, yes, that rejoicing too will be subdued. Next
Sunday, we will be rejoicing with all the choirs of angels and archangels who
sing their unending hymns of praise to him from our homes. We will
be rejoicing in the fact that all the humiliation experienced this week has
turned to joy, all desertion has turned to rewarding and wonderful friendship,
all sadness to gladness, and death—horrible, ugly death—will be turned to full,
complete and unending joy.
And that
is the message we take with us during this temporarily bizarre time.
All of
this will be turned around.
And we
will, sooner than later, rejoice together with real joy.
Marcus
Borg finished that quote we heard earlier in this way:
“Which
journey are we on? Which procession are we in?”
Are we in
Pilate’s arrogant procession?
Are we
the crowd, are we the religious leaders who call for Jesus’ death because he
doesn’t meet our personal needs?
Or are we
in Jesus’ procession?
Are we following
Jesus even in these dark, strange times?
We know
the answer to that question.
Let us
join Jesus’ procession, as uncomfortable and frightening we might be right now.
As
we trek alongside Jesus during this Holy Week of betrayal, torture and death, as
we journey through another week of uncertainty and anxiety, let us keep our
eyes focused on the Light that is about to dawn in the darkness of our lives.
Let us
move forward toward that Light.
Even though
there might be sadness on our faces now, let the joy in our hearts prompt us
forward along the path we dread to take. And, next week at this time, we will be basking
in Christ’s incredible Light—a Light that triumphs over the darkness of not
only his death, but our as well.
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