May 7, 2017
John
10.11-18
+ I know
this might come as a surprise to most of you, but…when I was a child, I was, to
say the least, a very independently minded child. Even when I was very young, I liked to do things
my way. I didn’t like to be told what to do. I hated having to eat what anyone told me to
eat, to go where I was told to go, and I wasn’t good at taking orders.
I wasn’t
spoiled (though my older siblings certainly thought so). I didn’t whine. I didn’t complain. I wasn’t
mean or coercive in my independence. I simply…didn’t do it.
When I
joined the Cub Scouts—out of curiosity and the appeal of wearing a uniform than
anything else—I didn’t last long. The
first order I was given, I refused to do. When I was told that I had to dress a
certain way in a talent show, I refused and when I was told that I HAD to do it,
I responded by informing my parents that I was dropping out of the Cub Scouts
(I was maybe 8 at this time).
That
independent streak has been a difficult one in my life, now especially in my
life as a priest. The reason I say it is difficult is because sometimes, when
one is independent, when one is out on the edges, it can be a dangerous
place. We human beings are a social animal,
after all. We like to “fit in.” We like
to be a part of crowd. And too much
independence can be scary because it means we have to rely on our own devices
all the time.
Which
makes all the talk in the scriptures about sheep and flocks difficult for
someone like me. Which also brings us to our Gospel reading for today:
In today’s
Gospel, we find Jesus saying something that is a bit unusual. In our reading
for today, you’ll notice, he does say HE is the Good Shepherd. What does he say he is? He says he is the gate
through which the Good Shepherd enters. It’s an unusual image. But…it is beautiful. And with it, we get a glimpse into the Divine
view of God’s relationship with us. This image of Jesus as the gate through which the sheep and
the Good Shepherd enters is very good.
The
reality is that Jesus really is both the gate and the Shepherd. For the sheep,
there is really no difference. The gate and the shepherd are synonymous to the
sheep.
Which
makes the image of Jesus as the Good Shepherd is a vital one. It is a popular image because it is an image
of God we strive for. We want a God who will hold us in arms of love and
protect from danger. And I’m happy that
is the image most of us have of God.
“I
am the Gate for the sheep,” Jesus says. And by saying it, he says, “I am also
the Shepherd who enters the gate.”
The
story we just heard in the Gospel reading, like most of Jesus’ stories, has of
course a deeper meaning. When Jesus talks about the good shepherd who enters by
way of the gate and the thieves who enter to steal, the meaning is clear. Livestock
in Jesus’ day—much like in our own—were valuable. When the thief and the bandit, the flock
needed a wise, caring and strong shepherd to defend them.
The
Good Shepherd was the one who, when those nefarious beings began started
lurking too close for comfort in the dark, never left even one of the flock to
be taken. The Good Shepherd tried to
save each and every single one of them. He even looked after that one independent
sheep who strayed away from the rest of the herd and lived out on the edges. Even the 8-year-old-Jamie-the-Cub-Scout sheep.
The
good shepherd cared for the flock. He loved them. He even went one step
further. When the predators came near,
the Shepherd put himself between the predator and the sheep, thus endangering
himself. He was willing to lay down his life to protect even the smallest of
the sheep.
And
how do we know this Good Shepherd? How do we know who to trust? The Good
Shepherd does not climb over the fence—he does not sneak in. The Good Shepherd enters boldly into our
lives, through the gate.
It
is a beautiful image. Our God is a God
who enters our lives boldly as times. Our
God is a God who will not let one of us be lost—no matter how weak or slow we
might be. Our God is willing to step
between us and those dark forces that come into our lives. Our God even looks
out for those of us who are independent and who walk the edges of this life. And even more than that, our God is willing to
die for us.
Over
the years, I have encountered many people—whether parishioners or students or
people spiritually journeying toward God—who have not always had such comforting
images of God in their lives. Some people have images of a God who is stern and
mean and judgmental. Their vision of God is of a despot who is off in some
far-off heaven, watching every little thing we do, waiting for us to trip up or
fail in some way so we can be punished.
In
many ways, some of us who have experienced God in this way, find ourselves
rebelling against that image of God. And we most definitely should!
I
am going to tell you in no uncertain terms—rebel!! Rebel against any image of
God that presents God as anything less than God really is! Rebel against any
image of God that says God is cruel or mean or close-minded or racist or
sexists or homophobic. Rebel against any image of God that makes God anything less
than fully loving, fully accepting, fully sheepherding.
If
God is anything other than loving, accepting or caring, that is not the God we
believe in as Christians. That is not the God we want coming to us. That is not the God who even allows us to be independent
and even rebellious, while still loving us and protecting us.
So,
I am thankful for a Sunday like today—this Good Shepherd Sunday—in which we can
celebrate and reestablish the relationship we have with a loving and
compassionate God—a God who comes to us as a kind and caring Shepherd of us. I
like that this Good Shepherd Sunday falls on the Sunday before Mother’s Day.
I
think Good Shepherd Sunday and Mother’s Day work well together. After all,
mothering is very much like shepherding and vice versa. It takes a lot of love and specialized care
to be a good mother. It takes concentrated
care, to be downright honest about it. And a mother’s love is something everyone
can relate to—whether or not we received that love from our mothers.
Some
people who were not cared for by their mothers more likely than not long for
that love. I think people who have grown
up with an image of a vindictive God, also long for that deep, abiding and
shepherding love.
Although
most of us think of it as modern theology, there is actually a long tradition
in the Church of looking to God as Mother.
Anselm of Canterbury prayed: "Jesus, as a mother you gather
your people to you; you are gentle with us as a mother with her children."
I love that image of Jesus as Mother—as radical as it might seem
to our way of thinking.
The
great mystic Julian of Norwich writes of Jesus: "Jesus is our true mother,
the protector of the love which knows no end...In nature, Jesus is our true
mother by our first creation, and in grace by taking our created nature. All
the love of offering and sacrifice of beloved motherhood are in Christ our
Beloved."
And the reason I think these images of Jesus as Shepherd and Jesus
as mother tie so well into each other is the statement Jesus makes that really
sticks with me.
“I came so that they may have life, and have it abundantly.”
Our God knows us. Each and every one of us. Even those independent ones of us who are out
there on the edges of life. And our God wants us to live, and live abundantly. That’s
what a good shepherd wants. That’s what
a good mother wants.
Our God even knows that we are out there and is watching out for
us too. And we know God. In Jesus, we
most certainly know God. When we look
into the face of our Good Shepherd, we see the Face of Jesus—the Face of
someone who loves and cares for us and knows us like a mother.
But
I think Jesus is calling all of us to something more than just meets the eye in
this morning’s Gospel. Jesus is not simply saying that we are sheep to be
shepherded. I think Jesus is also
calling us to be good shepherds in our own lives as well. And this is not only
a message for those of us who are ordained to be shepherds. We are all called to be shepherds.
Certainly
we are shepherds to someone. Whether we are mother, or father or teacher or
older sibling, we all have plenty of opportunities to be shepherds of those
entrusted to us. Jesus sets quite an example for us. The Good Shepherd not only protects the flock. The Good Shepherd is even willing to lay down
his life for the flock.
Few
of us are willing to go that far, but when worse comes to worse, we might
surprise ourselves. We might actually be willing to protect someone with our
very lives.
So,
throughout this coming week and next Sunday—on Mother’s Day—let us remember all
that God has done for us. Let us remember
how God, like a mother, had guided us, protected us and continues to loves us. Let
us listen to the voice of God—a voice we know and heed in our lives. Let us remember
how God knows us—knows the real us—the
one no one else knows. And remember
how—in our lives each of us is called to be a good shepherd to those entrusted
to us as well.
Let
us fear not when the thieves and bandits come sneaking around in our lives or
in our world. Let us not be afraid when
the darkness closes in on us. All we need to do is look toward the Gate. We are taken care of by the One who knows us
and the One we also know.
We,
like the lamb in popular art, are cradled in the arms of our Good Shepherd. We
are being held at this moment, and, in that safe place, no danger can ever come
too close again. And in that safe place,
we do have life—a glorious, hope-filled life—and we have it abundantly!
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