1 Kings 8:22-23,27b-30; Revelation 21:2-7
+ This past week, while reading
an amazing biography of the American poet Denise Levertov, I came across this wonderful
quote, from another poet, St. John the Cross:
“In the evening of our lives, we
will be judged on love alone.”
When I posted that quote on
Facebook yesterday, Pastor Paula Mehmel, who has worshipped here many times,
commented,
“we will be judged BY love alone.”
I love that!
That quote has been haunting me
since I read it. And it certainly has been striking me to my core in these days
leading up to our Dedication Sunday celebration. If this congregation could have a motto for
itself, it would be this.
“In the evening of our lives, we
will be judged on love alone.”
Because this, throughout all of
our 57 year history, is what we are known for at St. Stephen’s. Love. We are known for the fact that we know,
by our words, by our actions, by our faith in God and one another, that it is love
that makes the difference. And by love we will, ultimately, be judged.
That’s what the Church—that larger
Church—capital “C” Church— should be. But sometimes we forget what the Church
should be. This morning, there are many
people here who have been wounded by that Church—the larger Church. I stand
before you, having been hurt be the larger Church on more than one occasion. And
for those of us who are here, with our wounds still bleeding, it is not an easy
thing.
It is not any easy thing to be a
part of that Church again. It is not an easy thing to be call one’s self a
Christian again. And, speaking for myself, it’s not easy to be a priest—a uniform-wearing
representative of that human-run organization that so often forgets about love
being its main purpose.
But, we, here at St. Stephen’s,
are obviously doing something right, to make better the wrongs that may have
been done on a larger scale. We, at St.
Stephen’s, have done a good job I think over these last 57 years of striving to
be a positive example of the wider Church and of service to Christ. We have
truly become a place of love, of radical acceptance. As God intends the Church
to be.
In these last 57 years, this congregation has done some amazing things. It has been first and foremost in the diocese to accepte of women in leadership, when women weren’t in leadership. It was first and foremost in the acceptance of GLBT people, when few churches would acknowledge them, but less than welcome them.
In these last 57 years, this congregation has done some amazing things. It has been first and foremost in the diocese to accepte of women in leadership, when women weren’t in leadership. It was first and foremost in the acceptance of GLBT people, when few churches would acknowledge them, but less than welcome them.
Certainly in the last few years, certainly St. Stephen’s has done something not
many Episcopal Churches are doing. It has grown. By leaps, and by bounds.
On October 1, I will be commemorating five years as your priest here at St.
Stephen’s. I can tell you, they have been the most incredible five years of my
life. Personally, they have been, of
course, some very, very hard years. As a priest, they have been years in which
I have seen God at work in ways I never have before. When I first came here, a good Sunday
attendance was maybe 25 people. My first Sunday here, there 23 people in this
nave. We were averaging about 22 every Sunday. Summers were even more bare
bones. Now, we average about 42 every
Sunday (that was throughout this summer—some days were better than others, of
course) And that does not include our Wednesday night Mass, in which we average
about 8-10 every week.
And in our reading from Revelation, we find the Apostle
John saying:
"See, the home of God is
among mortals.
He will dwell with them as their
God; they will be his peoples,
and God himself will be with them;
As we look around, we too realize that this is truly the home of O God. We too are able to exclaim, God’s name dwells
here! And by “the home of God” I don’t
mean just this building. After all—God is truly here, with us, in all that we
do together. The name of God is proclaimed
in the ministries we do here. In the outreach we do.
In the witness we make in the community of
Farg0-Moorhead and in the wider Church. God is here, with us. God is working through us and in us.
Sometimes, when we are in the midst of it all, when we are doing the work, we
sometimes miss that perspective. We miss
that sense of holiness and renewal and life that comes bubbling up from a
healthy and vital congregation working together. We miss the fact that God
truly is here.
So, it is good to stop and listen for a moment. It
is good to reorient ourselves. It is
good to refocus and see what ways we can move forward together. It is good to
look around and see how God is working through us.
In a few moments, we will recognize and give thanks
for now only our new members but for all our members and the many ministries of
this church. Many of the ministries that
happen here at St. Stephen’s go on clandestinely. They go on behind the scenes, in ways most of
us (with exception of God) don’t even see and recognize. But that is how God
works as well. God works oftentimes
clandestinely, through us and around us.
This morning, however, we are seeing very clearly the
ways in which God works not so clandestinely. We see it in the growth of St.
Stephen’s. We see it in the vitality
here. We see it in the love here. But
behind all these incredible things happening now, God has also worked slowly and
deliberately and seemingly clandestinely throughout the years. And for all of
this—the past, the present and the future—we are truly thankful.
God truly is in this place. This is truly the house of God. This is the place in which love is proclaimed
and acted out.
So, let us rejoice. Let us rejoice in where we have
been. Let us rejoice in where we are. Let us rejoice in where we are going.
And, in our rejoicing, let us truly be God’s own people. Let us be God’s people
in order that we might proclaim, in love, the mighty and merciful acts of
Christ, the living and unmovable stone, on whom we find our security and our
foundation.
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