Sunday, May 12, 2024

7 Easter


 The Sunday after the Ascension

 

May 12, 2024

 

John 17.6-19

 

 

+ I am very excited about a new film coming out.

 

The film is called Wildcat, and directed by actor Ethan Hawke and starring his daughter, Maya Hawke

 

The film is about the life and stories of Flannery O’Connor, someone I mention


regularly in my sermons and in regular conversation.

 

O’Connor was a writer from Georgia, a devour Roman Catholic, who wrote about religious fanatics in a particularly grotesque style.

 

All the buzz about Wildcat made me revisit another film based on O’Connor’s writing, a film called Wiseblood.

 

This novel and film were typical O’Connor, though I don’t think it was her best writing (her short stories were her particular forte).

 

Wiseblood is about Hazel Motes, a World War II vet who comes home to his small Tennessee  town as an atheist. He then proceeds to found his own anti-religious Church, the Church without Christ, in which he preaches that Jesus was a liar, that that all men are “clean,” and there is no such thing as sin or redemption

 


The film was directed by the great John Huston.

 

Huston, in case you didn’t know, was a hard-living guy.

 

He was an alcoholic, a womanizer and….an atheist.

 

And he took on this film because he wanted to expose religious fanaticism and the futility of religion.

 

However, what he failed to realize, was that those goals were not what O’Connor intended when she wrote her novel.

 

In her novel she showed that despite Motes and his Church without Christ, religious truth actually does triumph.

 

Huston struggled while he directed this film because he realized it was not going the way he wanted it to.

 

Finally, in the end, at a meeting he had with the crew, he, in frustration had to admit failure.

 

“Jesus wins,” Huston said.

 

Well, I felt kind of like Hazel Motes this week.

 

This past week I had a parishioner—I won’t say who (it was Stephanie Garcia)—tell me a story about how they were talking to a friend of there’s about her amazing priest (me).

 

Well, she my not have used the word, “amazing.”

 

(I fill in the blanks)

 

But I came up in a conversation.

 

In that conversation she happened to mention that her “amazing” priest does not believe in hell, and preaches about that on a regular basis.

 

Her friend, a former Roman Catholic, responded by saying, “well, he’s not a real priest then. . . “

 

I had to laugh.

 

And, as hard as it for most of you believe, it’s not the first time someone has said that about me.

 

In fact, I’ve been called much, much worse.

 

But sometimes—sometimes—while doing this weird thing called following Jesus and trying to live out the Gospel in the world, we run the risk of coming across as heretical to people who were raised in circumstances in which priests often felt they could not preach what they believed or who genuinely believed things without question.

 

I’m not judging them, mind you.

 

I even kind of understand that thinking.  

 

But, I am not that kind of a priest.

 

I have never been that priest.

 

And I don’t think that’s the kind of follower Jesus was honestly seeking.   

In our gospel reading for today, we find the first followers of Jesus were in a strange place just after Jesus ascended to heaven.

 

They too were being seen as heretical and disingenuous.

 

They were telling people that Jesus, who everyone knew had been crucified, was now alive and appearing to them.

 

And not just appearing to them, but earing with them.

 

And not only that, but he had ascended to heaven right before their eyes.

 

That was not a popular message to be spreading.

 

And so, they were in fear.

 

But while they huddled there in fear, something amazing was happening to them.

 

They are being prepared for the movement of the Spirit of God in their lives.

 

This week, in our scripture readings, we move slowly away from the Easter season toward Pentecost.

 

For the last several weeks, we have been basking in the afterglow of the resurrected Jesus.

 

In our Gospel readings, this resurrected Jesus has walked with us, has talked with us, has eaten with us and has led the way for us.

 

Now, he has been taken up.

 

We find a transformation of sorts happening.

 

With his ascension, our perception of Jesus has changed.

 

No longer is he the wise sage, the misunderstood rebel, the religious renegade that he seemed to be when he walked around, performing miracles and upsetting the religious and political powers that be.

 

He is now something so much more.

 

He is more than just a regular prophet.

 

He is the fulfillment of all prophecies.

 

He is more than just a king—a despotic monarch of some sort like Caesar or Herod.

 

He is truly the Messiah.

 

He is the divine Son of God.

 

At his ascension, we find that he is, in a sense, anointed, crowned and ordained.

 

He does not just ascend back to heaven and then is kind of dissolved into the great unknown.

 

He ascends, then assumes a place at God’s right hand.

 

At his ascension, we find that what we are gazing at is something we could not comprehend before.

 

He has helped us to see that God has truly come among us.

 

He has reminded us that God has taken a step toward us.

 

He has showed us that God loves us and cares for us.

 

He has shown us that the hold death held on us is now broken.

 

He has reminded us that God speaks to us not from a pillar of cloud or fire, not on some cloud-covered mountain, not in visions.

 

But God is with us and speaks in us. We are God’s prophets now. 

 

The puzzle pieces are falling into place.

 

What seemed so confusing and unreal is starting to come together.

 

God truly does love us and know us.

 

And next week, one more puzzle piece falls into place.

 

Next week, we will celebrate God’s Spirit descending upon us and staying with us, on the Feast of Pentecost.

 

For the moment, we are in this plateau, caught in between those two events—the Ascension and Pentecost—trying to make sense of what has happened and trying to prepare ourselves for what is about to happen.

 

But things are about to really change.

 

Man, are things about to change!

 

We seem to be in a plateau of sorts.

 

A plateau offers us a time to pause, to ponder who we are and where are in this place—in this time in which everything seems so spiritually topsy-turvy, in this time before the Spirit moves and stirs up something incredible.

 

In this time when our proclamation of Christ’s Good News may seem almost heretical.

 

This week, smack dab in the middle of the twelve days between the Ascension and Pentecost, we find ourselves examining the impact of this event of God in our lives.

 

The commission that the ascended Jesus gave to the apostles, is still very much our commission as well.

 

We must love—fully and completely.

 

Because in loving, we are living.

 

In loving, we are living fully and completely.

 

In loving, we are bringing the resurrected and  ascended Christ to others.

 

And we must go out and live out this commission in the world.

 

When we do, the resurrected and ascended Christ is very much acting in the world.

 

These are things those first followers of Jesus no doubt struggled with.

 

Yet we, like them, are sustained.

 

We, like them, are upheld.

 

We, like them, are supported by the God who welcomed the ascended Jesus, whose work we are doing in this world.

 

In those moments when our works seems useless, when it seems like we have done no good work, Jesus still triumphs.

 

We all remember that song by the Beatles, “Eleanor Rigby.”

 

I remember how sad I used to feel when I heard them sing about Father Mackenzie, how he

 

“…wipes the dirt from his hands as he walks from the grave.

No one was saved.”

 

You know what?

 

It feels like that sometimes.

 

But those moments are moments of self-centeredness.

 

Those moments are moments when we think it all depends on us.

 

On ME.

 

Our job, in this time between Jesus’ departure from us and the return of the Holy Spirit to us, is to simply let God do what God needs to do in this interim.

 

We need to let the Holy Spirit work in us and through us.

 

We need to let our proclamation of the resurrected and ascended Christ be the end result of our work.

 

When we wipe our hands as we walk from the grave, lamenting the fact that it seems no one was saved, we need to realize that, of course, it seems that way as we gaze downward at our dirty hands.

 

But above us—above us!—the Ascension is happening.

 

Above us, Jesus is triumphant—as Prophet of prophets, of King of Kings, as the High Priest of all priests.

 

Above us, in that place of glory, Jesus triumphs—and we with him.

 

Above us, Jesus wins.

 

(And as he all know, even poor John Huston, Jesus always wins in the end)

 

Above us, God’s Spirit is about to rain down upon us as flames of fire.

 

All we have to do is look up.

 

All we have to do is stop gazing at our dirty, callused, over-worked hands—all we have to do is turn from our self-centeredness—and look up.

 

And there we will see the triumph.

 

And as we do, we will realize that more were saved than we initially thought.

 

Someone was saved. We were saved.

 

Jesus has ascended.

 

And we have—or will—ascend with him as well.

 

He prays in today’s Gospel that we “may have [his] joy made complete in [ourselves].”

 

That joy comes when we let the Holy Spirit be reflected in what we do in this world.

 

So, let this Spirit of joy be made complete in you.

 

Let the Spirit of joy live in you and through you and be reflected to others by you.

 

When we do, we will be, as Jesus promises us, “sanctified in truth.”

 

We will be sanctified in the truth of knowing and living out our lives in the light of the ascension of Jesus.

 

We will be sanctified by the fact that we have looked up and seen the truth happened above us in beauty and light and joy.  Amen.

 

 

 

Sunday, May 5, 2024

6 Easter


Rogation Sunday

May 5, 2024

 

1 John 5.1-6; John 15.6-17

 

+ As most of you who have hearing my sermons for a long time now know I am a pretty basic preacher.

 

I have about two subjects I pretty consistently and passionately preach about.

 

And those two preaching subjects are?

 

That’s right.

 

Love and baptism.

 

And in our scripture readings for today—guess what?--we get both.

 

(I’ll spare you baptism today in this sermon. I went on last week about my issues with Baptism being a pre-requisite for Holy Communion)

 

But, yes, we will talk about love today.

 

For all my preaching about love, you’d think I was some kind of hippie or something.

 

There’s really nothing hippie-like about me.

 

Well, I am vegan.

 

And I am a pacifist.

 

And I protest a lot about things (I’m not alone on that lately).

 

Geeesh…maybe I am a hippie after all.

 

Yes, I love to preach about love.

 

Today, we get a double dose of love in our scriptures.

 

Jesus, in our Gospel reading, is telling us yet again to love.

 

He tells us:

 

“Abide in my love.”

 

A beautiful phrase!

 

“Live in my love.”

 

“Dwell in my love.”

 

And St. John, in his epistle, reminds us of that commandment to love God and to love each other.

 

Now, as you hear me preach again and again, this love is what being a Christian is all about.

 

Can I stress that enough?

 

Every Sunday, without fail, I preach that from this pulpit.

 

It is not about commandments and following the letter of the law.

 

It is not about being nice and sweet all the time.

 

It is not about being “right” all the time.

 

It is certainly not about being morally superior!

 

It is about following Jesus—and following Jesus means loving fully and completely.

 

It means loving like Jesus loved.

 

And following Jesus means obeying him and doing what he did.

 

And what did he do, what did he preach? 

 

He preached:

 

Love God.

 

Love each other.

 

Yes, I know.

 

It actually does sound kind of…hippie-like.

 

It sounds fluffy.

 

But the love Jesus is speaking of is not a sappy, fluffy love.

 

Love, for Jesus—and for us who follow Jesus—is a very radical thing.

 

To love radically means to love everyone—even those people who are difficult to love.

 

To love those people we don’t want to love—to love the people who have hurt us or abused us or wronged us in any way—is the most difficult thing we can do.

 

If we can do it all.

 

And sometimes—you know what?--we just can’t.

 

But we can’t get around the fact that this is the commandment from Jesus.

 

We must love.

 

Or, at the very least, strive to love.

 

For me—maybe I’m just simple.

 

Maybe I’m just a weird, simple,  priest, up here in North Dakota, serving a parish that a Deacon of this diocese with whom I had lunch this past week said was an example of what parish can do to revive and reinvent itself in a wonderful way.

 

I am at this incredible parish that, on first appearances, might seem like some quirky gathering of eccentric Christians.

 

But underneath it all, it is this strange, powerful spiritual powerhouse of a parish.

 

It is a parish that embodies solidly this command of Jesus to

 

“Abide in my love.”

 

Maybe not perfectly.

 

Maybe not in a classic sense.

 

But certainly in its attempt to do what we are called to do.

 

Call me simple but abiding in Jesus’ love leaves no room for homophobia or transphobia racism or sexism or antisemitism or Islamophobia or any other kind of discrimination.

 

You can’t abide in love and live with hatred and anger.

 

It just can’t be done.

 

When Jesus says “Abide in my love” it really a challenge to us as the Church.

 

And, as you hear me say, again and again, the Church IS changing.

 

And it should!

 

I had a call on Friday with my long-time, very good friend Pastor Ray Baker, the pastor of Faith United Methodist Church just down the street.

 

As you may know, the United Methodist Church has a momentous National Conference Meeting this past week in which the United Methodist Church voted to fully include LGBTQ people in their denomination, which means including in marriage rites and ordination.

 

Ray said to me, “The Church is changing. Thank God!”

 

Pastor Ray is right.

 

The Church IS changing.

 

And our response should be, “Thank God!”

 

The Church of the future, whether we like it or not, has to shed those old ways of abiding in anger and fear and hatred.

 

The Church of the future needs to constantly strive to abide in Jesus’ love.

 

If it does not, it’s gonna die!

 

It will become an outmoded, hate-filled cesspool that will eventually destroy itself.

If it becomes a place led by an insular, self-selected, privileged few, then it will die on the vine.

 

And if it does, then so be it!

 

Now, for me, I won’t stop following Jesus.

 

I won’t stop loving God and others. Or trying to anyway. And probably failing miserably.

 

Because if that’s the place the Church becomes, I know it is not the place Jesus is leading me to.

 

And hopefully none of the rest of us either.

 

And if that’s what the Church becomes, it will, in fact, stop being the Church.

 

If the Church becomes a place of hatred or anger, I doubt many of us would remain members of that church.

 

This is why the Church must change.

 

This is why the Church must be a place of love and compassion and radical acceptance.

 

Because the alternative is just too frightening for me.

 

And we see it all the time around us us—this alternate Church, this Anti-Church.

 

This “Christ-haunted” Church, to use a phrase from Flannery O’Connor.

 

A Church in which hatred and racism and sexism and homophobia is preached from its pulpits.

 

A place in which there are debates about denying people the Body and Blood of Christ of Holy Communion because people don’t participate in a particular ritual or believe exactly what a particular Church believes.

 

This coming Thursday, we celebrate the Ascension of Jesus.

 

On that day, he was physically taken up from us.

 

But what he has left us with is this reality of us—his followers—being the physical Body of Jesus in this world.

 

We can only be that physical Body of Jesus when we abide in his love.

 

When we love fully and radically.

 

There’s no getting around that.

 

There’s no rationalizing that away.

 

We can argue about this.

 

We can quote scriptures and biblical and ecclesiastical precedence all we want.

 

We can throw around canons and rubrics and diocesan provisions all we want.

 

None of that furthers the Kingdom of God.

 

None of that is abiding in Jesus’ love.

 

Abiding in love is abiding in love.

 

And abiding in love means loving—fully and completely and without judgment.

 

To be Jesus’ presence in the world means loving fully and completely and radically.

 

Call that hippie-like.

 

Call that heresy or a simplistic understanding of what Jesus is saying or part of the so-called “radical liberal agenda.”

 

I call it abiding it in Jesus’ love, which knows no bounds, which knows no limits.

 

So, today, and this week, abide in Jesus’ love.

 

Let us celebrate God by living out God’s command to love.

 

As we remember and rejoice in the Ascension of Jesus, let our hearts, full of love, ascend with Jesus.

 

Let them soar upward in joy at the fact that God’s Holy Spirit is still with us.

 

And when we love—when we love each other and God—God’s spirit will remain with us and be embodied in us.

 

 Amen.

 

Sunday, April 28, 2024

5 Easter

 


April 28, 2024

 

Acts 8.26-40; 1 John 4.7-21; John 15.1-8

 

+ As I near the 20th anniversary of my ordination to the Priesthood on June 11—we’ll be celebrating here at St. Stephen’s on June 9—I have found myself somewhat introspective, but kind of retrospective, fi you know what I mean.

 I’ve been looking inward

 And I’ve been looking back.

 Looking back over my 20 years as a priest.

 I will go into more depth about all of this on June 9th in my sermon, but I have been thinking long and hard about some of the stances I have made that have put me, shall we say, outside the norm for priests, especially in this diocese.

 One situation in particular rose to the forefront this past week as I pondered our scripture reading today from the Book of Acts.

 Way back, in the beginning days of my priestly ministry, I was asked by some wonderful parishioners at the congregation I served to do a baptism for these parishioner’s twin granddaughters.

 I was close to this family—I loved them dearly—and I was honored to do so.

 The family requested however that the baptism be done in the chapel of the church.

 In that chapel was a columbarium, in which the ashes of people were interred.

 And the great-grandfather of these twins was interred there.

 They wanted it there so that we could include the great-grandfather’s memory in baptism.

 I thought it was a beautiful sentiment, and so I said sure, why not?

 We planned the service between Sunday morning Masses, so that we could include anyone who wanted to come to be present, but so there wasn’t a disruption of the liturgy with a procession to the chapel rather to the regular baptismal font in the church.

 Well, as sweet and nice and beautiful as this all sounded, it did not sit well with the clergy in charge.

 I don’t know if they were offended by what they viewed as a unilateral decision by this upstart assisting priest who served in their parish.

 And, to be fair to them, I will give them that.

 I SHOULD have received their OK to do these things before I gave an OK to the family.

 But I did not think it would be an issue.

 Well, it most certainly WAS an issue.

 And after being reprimanded by them, I was then summarily summoned to the Bishop’s office, who also reprimanded me for this situation, at the behest of these clergy.

 Before you start thinking less of me, if you  believe that I just humbly and sweetly took these reprimands quietly, let me assure you, I did not!

 I sat through the clergy reprimand biting the inside of my lips until they bled.

 I tried to defend myself, but it was two against one.

 And you all know how I LOVE to be ganged up on….

 But when I was summoned to the Bishop’s office, reprimanded and then told to make a formal apology to the clergy, I protested.

 And I protested loudly.

 Now, if I had violated the relationship with the clergy, I considered it resolved after they reprimanded me and I then apologized them to them in that meeting.

 But to have the Bishop reprimand me after the clergy and then demand that I make a public formal apology was a bit much.

 And his reason for reprimanding me had nothing to do with my overreaching my role as an assisting clergyperson.

 It had to do with the rubrics.

 The rubrics are those italicized instructions we find in the Book of Common Prayer---the stage directions, so to speak.

 So, let’s turn in our Prayer Books to those rubrics for Holy Baptism

 On page 298.

 The argument was that the rubrics say on page 298, second paragraph, that “Holy Baptism is appropriately administered within the Eucharist at the chief service on a Sunday or other feast.”

 I, of course, as well as every single clergy person in the Episcopal Church, am bound by my ordination vows to conform to the “doctrine, discipline and worship of the Episcopal Church,” which means those rubrics.

 And I do so, “with God’s help.”

 But if you want to see my hackles rise, just bring me into contact with so-called “rubric Nazis.”

 I argued my case, saying that rubrics are not emphatic on that whole principal service, and that the Prayer Book actually does give us an opportunity to baptize at other times other than the primary liturgy of Sunday morning.

 We went round and round about this until I finally realized I was going to lose.

 After all, what did some newly ordained poet-priest know about such things language?

 But I did get one last shot in before I conceded.

 I picked up a Bible and placed it before the Bishop and I said, “please tell me where, in the Book of Acts, is says that Philip baptized the Ethiopian Eunuch during the “chief service on a Sunday.”

 I didn’t get an answer, other than “don’t be difficult, Jamie.”

 And sadly, that did not win my case.

 I lost.

 And yes, those babies were baptized.

By another assisting priest at that parish.

 Between services.

 On a Sunday.

 In the chapel.

 Just as it was originally requested and planned.

 *Sigh.*

 But. . . .I have thought a lot about that reading from Acts over my years as a priest.

 This has been a very important scripture to me for some time, and not just because of that baptism way back then.

 The introduction of the Ethiopian Eunuch is vital for us—especially those of us who are a sexual minority in the Church.

 The Ethiopian Eunuch is a marginalized person—a person who is not allowed to be included in the Jewish fellowship because of the castration that was done to them.

 But for Philip to accept this person--who by Jewish Law could not be considered fertile, who would by some be seen as a barren branch, someone who could not live out the commandment to be fruitful and multiply--and baptize them and include them in the fellowship of Christ is a story of radical acceptance and inclusion.

 Of course, the Ethiopian eunuch is important to Transgender people, who relate to the Eunuch.

 But the Eunuch is important to people like me who are asexual, who also definitely relate to the Ethiopian Eunuch.  

 In the Ethiopian Orthodox Church, the eunuch is actually named and seen as a saint.

 They are given the name St. Bachos and in the Easter Orthodox Church St. Simeon (sometimes referred to together as St. Simeon Bachos).

 In this story we see how radically inclusive and revolutionary the act of Baptism can be.

 And should be.

 As baptized followers of Jesus, as Christians and Episcopalians who are striving to live out the Baptismal Covenant in our lives, we know that to be relevant, to be vital, we must be truly fruitful.

 In today’s Gospel, we find Jesus giving us a glimpse of what this means

 “I am the vine, you are the branches,” Jesus tells us.

 The effective branch bears fruit.

 Our job as Christians is do just that.

 It is to bear fruit.

 Now, this takes on a very different meaning when we consider St. Simeon Bachos, the Ethiopian Eunuch, or trans people or asexual people.

 Being fruitful in this sense means being spiritual fruitful, being fruitful in bringing about the Kingdom of God abundantly.

 Bearing fruit means, growing and changing and flourishing and being open minded.

 We do it here at St. Stephen’s by doing something that might not seem trendy.

 We do it with our ancient form of worship.

 We do it with the Eucharist.

 We do it with taking what we do here, breaking bread and sharing bread with each other, on Sundays, and then going out doing just that in the world.

 And in doing that, we make a difference in the world.

 That is what it means to is to be effective as Christians.

 Being a Christian means living out our faith—fully and completely, in every aspect of our lives.

 And living out our faith as followers of Jesus means that we must be pliable to some extent.

 And we must be fertile.

 We must go with change as it comes along.

 We must remain relevant.

 Now that doesn’t mean we throw the baby out with the bathwater.

 In fact it means embracing and holding tightly to what we have do well.

 We respect and honor and celebrate our tradition, our history, our past.

 But we aren’t bound to it by some kind of noose.

 We are not called to serve rubrics.

 Rubrics are meant to serve us, to make our worship meaningful and beautiful, to keep things in line so that our liturgies don’t become circuses.

 Being a Christian, following Jesus means that we will following him by being fruitful and growing and flourishing, by making a difference in the world.

 We are doing positive and effective things in the world.

 We are transforming the world, bit by bit, increment by increment, baby step by baby step.

As we are told in our Epistle reading today, "God is love."

 We are being the conduits through which God who is love works in our lives and in the lives of those around us.

 This is what it means to follow Jesus.

 That is what it means to be reflectors of God’s Love on those around us.

 This is what means to be a positive Christian example in the world.

 And when we do this, we realize that we are really doing is evangelizing.

 We are sharing our faith, not only with what we say, but in what we do.

 That is what it means to be a Christian—to be a true follower of Jesus in this constantly changing world.

 That is what it means to bear good fruit.

 So, let us do just that.

 Let us bear fruit.

 Let us flourish and grow and be vital fruit to those who need this fruit.

 Let us be nourished by that Vine—by the One we follow—so that we can nourish others.

 Amen.

 

10 Pentecost

  August 17, 2025 Jeremiah 23.23-29; Hebrews 11:29-12.2; Luke 12.49-56   + Jesus tells us today in our Gospel reading that he did not co...