Wednesday, June 22, 2022
Sunday, June 19, 2022
2 Pentecost
Galatians 3.23-29;Luke 8.26-39
+ This past week I had lunch with our very own Cathy McMullen
and her daughter-in-law Alissa.
Invariably in any conversation I have with people, the subject
of films comes up.
And for some reason, the subject of one of my all-time favorite
films came up.
That film?
The Exorcist.
Yes, I know.
It’s not what you expected.
Or maybe it’s exactly what you expected.
Either way, I love that movie for several reasons.
One, I love the characters of the two priests in the film, Fr. Damien Karras and Fr.
Lankaster Merrin.
Both are Jesuits (why, oh why can’t there be an Anglican-equivalent
order of Jesuits? If there was I would join in a heart-beat).
But both are really prime examples of great pastors—priests who
genuinely care, but who are also solidly human.
They each have their own issues.
They are not saints, but they are not horribly conflicted characters
at all.
And I especially love the Fr. Merrin character because director William
Freidkin has confessed that he actually based the character solidly on one of
my heroes, another Jesuit priest, Pierre Teilhard de Chardin.
But the film is more than that in my opinion.
It is also a strangely redemptive film.
The final scenes in that film actually directly reflects our
Gospel reading for today, in which Fr. Karras, directly referencing the Legion of
demons going into the pigs and being driven off the cliff, does so as well so
he can release the girl Reagan from her possession.
Now, I know what you might be thinking.
Wait, The Exorcist is Fr. Jamie’s favorite film?
I thought he was a Christian Universalist?
I thought he didn’t even believe in hell.
Well, yes.
I preach about this on a very regular basis, but, as you all
know, I am a very proud Christian Universalist.
In other words, I do not believe in an eternal hell.
I remember saying that once in a sermon and had someone audibly
gasp.
But I am being honest.
I do not believe that the God that I believe in and love would
send anyone to a metaphysical hell for all eternity.
Many people think that being a Christian universalist also means
I don’t believe in things like evil.
That’s not true.
I actually say it emphatically:
Evil DOES exist.
Now I’m not saying I believe in actual supernatural devils or
demons.
But, the fact remains, whether we believe in actual demons or
nor not, whether we believe in Satan as a goat-like horned figure with a forked
tail or not, what we all must believe in is the presence of actual evil in this
world.
Whether that evil is natural or supernatural, or both, the fact
is, there is evil.
Even good rational people know that!
Just look at the news, depending on what news source you follow.
We of course just had a church shooting at an Episcopal church
in Alabama this past week.
At a church named St. Stephen’s Episcopal Church, nonetheless.
Let me tell you, I see plenty of evil in that act, and I see
plenty of evil in the way people try to explain it all away, to say that this
is not an issue of guns.
I think that’s all pretty evil.
Evil is real.
And we see it many forms in this world.
And for me, The Exorcist is a great story to reflect how
sometimes evil becomes a force so great in our lives and in the world around us
that we sometimes struggle how to deal with it.
The fact is this: for us, evil is not an option.
Those of us who are followers of Jesus have promised that we
must turn away from evil again and again, in whatever way we encounter it.
Whenever we are confronted with evil, we must resist it, we must
stand up to it.
In our Baptismal service, these questions are asked of the
person being baptized (or their sponsors):
“Do you renounce Satan and all the spiritual forces of wickedness that rebel
against God?”
And…
“Do you renounce the evil powers of this world which corrupt and destroy the
creatures of God?”
And, as our Baptismal Covenant asks us asks us:
“Do you persevere in resisting evil, and whenever you fall into sin, repent and
return to the Lord?”
Evil is something we must stand up against however we encounter it.
Whether we encounter it as a spiritual force, or whether we
encounter it in other forms, such as racism, sexism, war, or homophobia, or transphobia as followers of Jesus, must stand up against
evil and say no to it.
In a sense, what we are being asked to do is what Jesus did in
this morning’s Gospel.
We are being compelled, again and again, to cast out the evil in
our midst, to send it away from us.
This is not easy thing to do.
It is not easy to look long and hard at the evil that exists in
the world, and in our very midst.
But it is very easy to believe that evil wins.
The story of Jesus is clear: good always defeats evil
ultimately.
Again and again.
It might not seem like it sometimes.
Often times, evil wins the battle.
But, be assured, evil never wins the war.
Christ, as we heard in Paul’s Letter to the Galatians today, breaks down the boundaries evil in its various forms sets up.
In Christ, we hear, there are no distinctions.
In Christ, all those things that divide us and allow the seeds
of evil to flower are done away with—those issue of sex, and social status and
nationality and race are essentially erased in Christ.
And we, as followers of Jesus, so prone at times to get nitpicky
and self-righteous and hypocritical and divide ourselves into camps of “us”
versus “them,” are told in no uncertain terms that those boundaries, in Jesus,
cannot exist among us.
Those boundaries, those distinctions, only lead to more evil.
To less love.
But even then, even when evil does seem to win out, even when
there are moments of despair and fear at the future, there’s no real need to
despair.
Even in those moments when evil seems to triumph, we know that
those moments of triumph are always, always short-lived.
Good will always defeat evil ultimately.
Look at history.
Yes, we find the premise of good versus evil in every popular movie and book
we encounter.
This is the essence of conflict that we find in all popular
culture.
Good versus evil—and good always wins.
But, for us, as followers of Jesus, this is not fiction.
That is not a fairy tale or wishful thinking.
It is the basis on which our faith lies.
When confronted with those spiritual forces of wickedness that
rebel against God, we must renounce them and move on.
And what are those spiritual forces of wickedness in our lives?
What are those forces that divide us and cause conflict among
us?
What are the legion of demons we find in our midst?
Those spiritual forces of wickedness are those forces that
destroy that basic tenant of love of God and love of each other.
Those spiritual forces of wickedness drive us apart from each
other and divide us.
They harden our hearts and kill love within us.
When that happens in us, when we are racist, or homophobic, or
sexist, or transphobic, or just simply filled with hatred for others, when we allow that to happen, we cannot be
followers of Jesus anymore.
We cannot call ourselves children of a loving God.
When that happens our faith in God and our love for each other
dies and we are left barren and empty.
We become like the demoniac and the legion of demons that
possess him in today’s Gospel.
Or like the demons that possess poor Regan in The Exorcist.
We become tormented by God and all the forces of goodness.
We wander about in the tombs and the wastelands of our lives.
And we find ourselves living in fear—fear of the unknown, fear
of that dark abyss of hopelessness that lies before us.
But when we turn from evil, we are able to carry out what Jesus
commands of the demoniac.
We are able to return from those moments to our homes and to
proclaim the goodness that God does for us.
That’s what good does.
That’s what God’s goodness does to us and for us.
That is what turning away from evil—in whatever form we
experience evil—does for us.
So, let us do just that.
Let us proclaim all that God has done for us.
Let us choose good and let us resist evil.
Let us love—and love fully and completely, without barriers.
Let us love each other.
Let us love peace and nonviolence.
Let us cast off whatever dark forces there are that kills love
within us.
And let us sit at the feet of Jesus, “clothed in and in our
right mind,” freed of fear and hatred and violence and filled instead with joy
and hope and love.
Let us pray.
Holy God, you are all good; guide us in our following of Jesus, that we may always turn from evil, drive it
from our lives, and live always into the goodness you have called us to strive
for; we ask this in Jesus’ name. Amen.
Wednesday, June 15, 2022
Sunday, June 5, 2022
Pentecost
June 5, 2022
Acts 2.1-21
+ In case you might not have guessed, today—Pentecost Sunday—is an
important day in the life of the Church.
Ok. I don’t think I’m being clear enough on this.
Today is a VERY important day in the Church.
Important like Christmas and Easter are important.
Not a lot of Christians know that.
But, trust me.
It is an important Sunday.
A VERY important Sunday.
Today, we commemorate the end of the Easter season today, which is
important.
At the end of Mass today, we will process the Paschal Candle back
to its place in the Baptistery, where it will stand by the baptismal font until
next year.
So, this is a fitting end to the season.
It’s been a good Easter season.
And it’s sad to see it go.
But, of course, most importantly, we commemorate today the descent of the Holy Spirit on those first
followers of Jesus.
What’s surprising is that, as important as this day is, there
still is not a whole lot of Christians who quite “get” the Holy Spirit.
As you probably notice, Christians think A LOT about Jesus.
Which is good!
BUT….although they think VERY much about Jesus, and pray to Jesus
a lot (all of which are important, and which I commend to all of you too),
there isn’t always a lot of following of Jesus.
There isn’t a lot of being
Jesus in the world.
And that isn’t just sad or unfortunate.
That is detrimental to the Church as a whole.
Sadly, the Holy Spirit just doesn’t capture the imagination of
most Christians like Jesus does.
After all, the Spirit is usually depicted as a dove.
Not an exciting symbol for most people.
But, let me tell you, the Holy Spirit is VERY important.
Vitally important.
Essential.
In fact, the Spirit is probably that one aspect of God that we
experience in our own lives more than any other aspect of God.
Every time we feel God’s
Presence in our life, every time we feel a sense of the Holy, that is
the Spirit.
And everything we do as a Church is done in the Spirit of God.
Even here in the Holy Eucharist, when we partake of the Bread and
the Wine, we are partaking in the Spirit of God.
We actually call down the Spirit in this Eucharist.
Most importantly the Spirit works in other amazing ways in the
Church.
It is God’s living Spirit that is responsible for growth and
vitality and holiness.
It the Spirit that many of us feel when we enter this church and
gather together.
It is that wonderful kind of disconcerting energy we feel in the
air, that reaches right down into us and grabs us in our core.
THAT is the Spirit.
So, see, the Spirit is very active in our lives.
And by being active in life, we know that God is active in our
lives.
Today we are reminded of how the Holy Spirit continues to move in
our lives.
We are reminded that the Holy Spirit is in the collective Church.
And in us, as individuals.
And that moving of the Holy Spirit within us, has changed us and
made us a wonderful force of good and love in the world.
Now that sounds all great and wonderful.
But the fact is, that after 2000 years, the Church still sometimes
struggles.
And man! is it struggling with an issue right now.
Hopefully you have not even been aware of this particular
situation.
But there is a controversy going on the Episcopal Church as it gears
up for its General Convention this summer.
Usually controversies come and go.
But this one hits home for us here at St. Stephen’s.
It seems there was a resolution put forth by the Diocese of
Norther California to be voted that
would remove the requirement for baptism to receive Holy Communion.
As you know, the Canons currently state that one must be baptized
to receive Holy Communion in the Episcopal Church.
It’s actually quite controversial.
And it’s one you’ve heard me speak on before.
Personally, I think it’s a ridiculous resolution.
As you can probably guess, I do not support this resolution for
the Diocese of Northern California.
I do think the canon requiring Baptism for Holy Communion should
stay.
I consider myself a pretty faithful Episcopalian.
But…as you know, in practice, I am in violation of that Canon left
and right.
At Communion, you hear me say every time we gather for Mass, “ALL
are welcome to receive Holy Communion.”
Yes, I should say, “All Baptized people are welcome.”
But I don’t.
Because this is Jesus’ table, not mine.
And Jesus makes no distinction on this issue.
Personally, my attitude is this: I have not, nor will I ever turn
anyone away from this or any altar at which I serve.
I have not, nor will I refuse Holy Communion to anyone who comes
to this rail.
And I will not stop invited ALL people to this altar.
But saying that, I also encourage anyone who who does come forward
for Holy Communion to please seek the Sacrament of Baptism as well.
I hold baptism to be vitally important as all of you know.
No, I mean to be more emphatic than that.
I hold baptism to be truly vital for us.
You know how often I speak on the vital importance of baptism to
our Christian life.
And I believe that to my very core.
Baptism is what makes us Christians.
And it is one of the most important steps any person can make.
I take baptism very seriously.
The Episcopal Church maybe should start looking long and hard at
the rubrics it has in the book of Common Prayer on Baptism.
On page 298, you will find this:
Holy Baptism is appropriately administered within
the Eucharist as the chief service on a Sunday or other
feast.
On page 312 in the BCP, you’ll find this:
Holy
Baptism is especially appropriate at the Easter Vigil, on the Day of Pentecost,
on All Saints' Day or the Sunday after All Saints' Day, and on the Feast of the
Baptism of our Lord (the First Sunday after the Epiphany). It is recommended
that, as far as possible, Baptisms be reserved for these occasions or when a
bishop is present.
I can’t tell you how many times I have been reprimanded by Bishops
and fellow clergy and colleagues for the way we do baptisms here at St.
Stephen’s.
I have been criticized many for time for what others see as a
violation of these rubrics, whether it be we do baptisms outside of this
regular Sunday morning Mass, or we don’t do them on these designated “special
days” Sundays suggested by the BCP or that we do so-called “private” Baptism
(which, by the way, is NOT a thing—no Baptism if ever private, nor should it
be).
Because, out here, in the trenches, where I am, struggling to do
my best in a diocese that is struggling to remain a diocese, I have to do what
needs to be done.
I have to do baptisms anyway I can.
Because by doing so, I am holding the vital importance of baptism
in the life of this parish.
Which is all I am ultimately responsible for as your priest.
And clergy who have parishes with Average Sundays of attendances
of over 100 people out there on the East Coast can spare me their critiques.
This kind of behavior is providing a strangle-hold on a church
that is already struggling for breath.
Rather than worrying about “Open Communion,” maybe the Episcopal
Church should look at these rubrics and work on making Baptism less
restrictive, and more open to all people.
Maybe we should be talking about “Open Baptisms.”
And I do want to be clear once again: I too wish that everyone who
came forward to this altar for the Body and Blood of Jesus was a baptized
Christian.
If ths Sacrament of Christ’s Body and Blood is important to you, then
the Sacrament of Baptism should be just as important to you.
But, for me, what more important than any of this talk is that people
whoa re seeking Jesus will just come forward.
For Baptism.
And for the Holy Eucharist.
People here seeking to know Jesus and hear Jesus’ words, will come
forward.
And the reality is this: some people will experience Jesus in the
Bread and Wine of the Eucharist LONG before they meet Jesus in the waters of
baptism and are marked at his own forever.
I’ve known those people.
And I am grateful for them.
And while the Episcopal Church nitpicks and argues about all these
internal issues, gun violence continues in this country.
Wars rage.
Nazis still march the street and spread their hate
People suffer.
And here, in Fargo, North Dakota, we gather together simply to
worship God, receive God’s Son’s Body and Blood at Holy Communion and to
rejoice in the presence of God’s Spirit in our lives.
I don’t want the canons on this issue to change.
I still ideally want and will work for people to be baptized.
That’s my job.
But I will NEVER turn anyone away from this altar.
Nor will I ever deny anyone the Body and Blood of Jesus. Ever.
For me, this is how I try to live that Pentecost reality in my own
life.
The Spirit we celebrate today—and hopefully every day—is truly the
Spirit of the God that came to us and continues to come to us—first to those
prophets in our Hebrew past, then in the Word who is Jesus and finally in that
rushing wind and in that rain of burning flames.
And in the waters of Baptism.
And in the Bread and Wine of Holy Communion.
It is through this Spirit that we come to know God in ways we
might never have before.
The Spirit is God with us NOW.
Right here.
Right now.
Always.
We need to understand: the Spirit works with us, not for us.
We can’t manipulate the Spirit.
We can’t force the Spirit to do anything—especially what we want that Spirit to do.
We can’t control that Spirit any more than we can control the
wind.
We have to do part of the work ourselves.
This is the way the Spirit works.
Our job as followers of Jesus is to be open to God’s Spirit, the
same way he was open to God’s Spirit, just the way his mother Mary was open to
God’s Spirit, just the way those first followers in that upper room were open
to God’s Spirit.
Our job is to allow the Spirit to be present and to do what the Spirit does.
For us collectively here at St. Stephen’s, we’ve been doing that
all along.
So, let us be thankful to the Spirit of God with us, to the Spirit
who dwells with us here.
And let us continue to welcome that Spirit into our midst to
continue to the work begun here.
This week of Pentecost, let us look for the gifts of the Spirit in
our lives and in those around us.
Let us open ourselves to God’s Spirit and let it flow through us
like a caressing wind.
On this feast of Pentecost—this feast of the fruits of God—let us
feel the Holy Spirit move within us and let us give thanks to God for all the
many fruits of the Spirit in our lives.
Let us pray. Come Holy Spirit: come as the wind and cleanse; come as the fire and burn; convict, convert, consecrate the lives of the members of St. Stephen’s, to our great good and your greater glory. Let us know your Presence here and let the gift of your fruits flourish in our midst. Amen.
Sunday, May 29, 2022
7 Easter
The Sunday after the Ascension
May 29, 2022
Revelation
22.12-13, 16-17, 20-21
+ This past Wednesday evening, we celebrated the Eve of the feast
of the Ascension.
Now, for most of us, this just isn’t that big of a
feast day for us.
In fact, I don’t know a whole lot of Christians who, quite
honestly, even give the Ascension a second thought.
Some of us might look at the Ascension as a kind of anticlimactic
event.
The Resurrection has already occurred on Easter morning.
That of course is the big event.
The Ascension comes as it does after Jesus has appeared to his
disciples and has proved to them that he wasn’t simply a ghost, but was actually resurrected in his
body.
In comparison to Easter, the Ascension is a quiet event.
The resurrected Jesus simply leads his followers out to Bethany
and, then, quietly, he is taken up by God into heaven.
And that’s it.
There are no angels, no trumpet blasts.
There is no thunder or lightning.
He just goes.
And that’s that.
So, why is the Ascension so important to us?
Well, it’s important on two levels.
One, on a practical level, we recognize the fact that, at the
Ascension, this is where our work begins.
This is when our work as followers of Jesus begins.
We, at this point, become the Presence of Jesus now in the world.
This is where we are now compelled to go out now and actually do
the work Jesus has left for us to do.
Those apostles who are left gazing up at Jesus don’t just simple linger there,
wringing their hands, wondering what has just happened.
Well, actually, yes, that’s exactly what they do.
For a while anyway.
But eventually, with a BIG prompting from the Holy Spirit, they
get going.
They go out and start doing what they are meant to do.
But we’re going to talk about that NEXT Sunday on the feast of Pentecost.
For now, we’re here, with them, watching Jesus being taken up, out
of their midst.
For now, we know Jesus is taken out of our midst and is seated at the
right hand of God.
Again, this is the point in which we become the presence of Christ
in this world.
Now, I love the Feast of the Ascension!
What I love about the feast is that it is more than just going out
to do Jesus’ work.
Which brings us to our second point.
Again and again, as we see in the life of Jesus, it isn’t just
about Jesus.
Our job is not simply to observe Jesus and bask quietly in his
holiness.
A lot of Christians think that is all it is.
It’s about us too.
When we hear the stories of Jesus birth’ at Christmas, we can look
at them as simply fantastic.
They are wonderful stories that happened then and there, to him.
Or…we could see them for what they are for us.
We could see it our birth story as well.
God worked in the life of Mary and Joseph and God’s own Son was
born.
But it should remind us that God worked in our birth as well.
Well. Maybe not with angels and shepherds.
But God worked in our lives even from the beginning, as God did in
the life of Jesus.
With Jesus, born as he was, with God’s special light and care upon
him, we too were born.
Jesus’ birth became our
birth.
At Easter too, we could
simply bask in the glorious mystery of Jesus’ resurrection from the tomb.
But the story doesn’t really mean
anything to us until we see ourselves being resurrected with him.
His resurrection is our
resurrection as well.
God, who raised Jesus, will raise us as well.
Well, the same thing happened last Thursday.
Jesus’s ascension is our
ascension as well.
What God does for Jesus, God does for us too.
That’s incredibly important to understand!
We are not simply followers of Jesus.
We are sharers with Jesus in all that happens to him.
And that is incredibly wonderful!
The event of the Incarnation is a reminder that in much the same
way God is incarnate in Jesus so God is incarnate in us as well.
So, regarding the Ascension, it is important for us to look at
what happened and see it not only with Jesus’ eyes, but our eyes as well.
Yes, we are rooted to this earth, to creation.
We are children of this world.
But we are also children of the next world as well.
We are children of heaven too.
Jesus tells us in our reading from Revelation today:
“See, I am coming soon; my reward is with me, to repay according
to everyone’s work.”
Our reward, as children of Heaven, is with the One who says,
“I am the Alpha and the Omega, the first and the last, the
beginning and the end.”
What the ascension reminds us is that we are inheritors of heaven
too.
We, like Jesus, will one day ascend like him, beyond this world.
We will be taken up and be with God, just as Jesus is with God.
In fact, our whole life here is a slow, steady ascension toward
God.
We are moving, incrementally, upward toward God.
This is our journey.
And as we do, as we recognize that we are moving upward, slowly
ascending, like Jesus, to that place in which we ultimately belong, we should
be feeling what Jesus no doubt felt as he ascended.
Joy.
Happiness.
Exultation.
When we are happy—when we are joyful—we often use the word soar.
Our hearts soar with happiness.
When we are full of joy and happiness we imagine ourselves
floating upward.
In a sense, when we are happy or in love or any of those other
wonderful things, we, in a sense, ascend.
Conversely, when we are depressed we plunge.
We fall.
We go down.
So this whole idea of ascension—of going “up”—is important.
Jesus, in his joy, went up toward God.
And we, in our joy, are, at this very moment, following that path.
We have followed Jesus through his entire journey so far.
We have followed him from his birth, through his ministry, to his
cross.
We have followed him to his descent into hell and through his
resurrection from the tomb.
And now, we are following him on his ascension.
And it is joyful and glorious.
Right now.
Right here.
In this world.
Doing the work God gives us to do.
And what is that?
Well, for me, right now, it is doing 11 burials in one month.
It’s being so bone-weary tired that I stand here before you bleary-eyes
and aching.
It also means that, weary as we may be, we are in this world.
This sometimes very ugly, very violent world.
In this world in which innocent children and teachers get brutally
executed in their classrooms by insane people with perfectly legal automatic
weapons.
And the response from people to this tragedy to defend the guns!
Yes, when we see children beating others with a stick, we punish
the child.
But we also TAKE THE STICK AWAY!
But not in this topsy-turvy world, where the guns become more important
the lives of children.
But this also becomes clear that our job here is not done.
It’s not enough that we pray about this.
It’s not enough that we send our sympathies to those who died.
It is far past time to DO SOMETHING.
It is time to stand up and SPEAK OUT.
It is time to work to change things.
Your votes matter.
Use them.
Use them to get your representatives to change things.
Don’t wring your hands like the disciples of Jesus after the Ascension,
wondering what to do next.
You know what to do.
So let’s do it!
So, here we are.
In this place.
In this world.
Doing the best we can.
And just when we think God has provided just what we need for this
journey, we find one more truly amazing gift to us.
Next week, an event will happen that will show us that Jesus
remains with us in an even more extraordinary way.
On that day—Pentecost Sunday—God’s Spirit will descend upon us and
remain with us always.
But we’re getting ahead of ourselves.
For now, we must simply face the fact that it all does fall into place.
All that following of Jesus is now really starting to pay off.
We know now—fully and completely—that God will never leave us
alone.
In what seems like defeat, there is amazing resurrection, and
ascension.
In what seemed like being stuck to an earth that often feels sick
and desolate, we are now soar.
So, today, and this week, as we remember and rejoice in the
Ascension, as we prepare for the Holy Spirit’s descent, let our hearts ascend
with Jesus.
Let them soar upward in joy at the fact that God is still with us.
Let us be filled with joy that God’s Spirit dwells within us and
can never be taken from us.
As we heard in our reading from Revelation today:
“Let anyone who wishes take the water of life as a gift.”
Let us take this gift of the water of life.
Let us rise up, in joy.
Let it rise up in us and sing through us to those around us we are
called to serve.
Amen.
Loving
God, raise us, with Jesus, to that place at your side where we can be what you
intended us to be and live as you intended us to live; and may always do what
you call us to do both in this life and the next; we ask this in the name of
Jesus who sits at your right hand in glory. Amen.
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